strange changes...

the ZombieFish is shivering in the mud. Something, the tremors caused by the slam-awareness of mortality are shaking the river bed, and that's a good thing. Brings fresh water.
I don't want to be bad, not truly bad, ever. Never hurt someone who doesn't want to be hurt, and responsibly. Never fuck up anyone else's day in any way. just want to LIVE. get what joy and pleasure i can from life. Bring it. all of it. i have taken the pain too, and i can take more, if the joy keeps coming with it. *flip*